A poem/rambling....

This is not the continuation of my last poem.....that will be posted when I finish it lol

Can you really tell me that everything that we said is false? That this feeling of ecstasy is incorrect? How can that be when I know as well as you that every time we're apart you feel the pain. The pain that comes with the possibility that we may not see each other so we treasure every moment together. But if you continue to deny the most basic need for any type of relationship, trust, then I'll go, and I may die without you, but it's better for me to die without you then to die with you watching, so before you destroy the thing that we both need, look inside yourself, and not literally my love, and tell me what you feel. And tell me what you really feel. Not what you are "suppose" to feel but what your heart is screaming for you to reveal because I need you as surely as a thespian needs the stage, as surely as a religion needs followers, and much more because you are the only real thing to me and without the certainty of are friendship and maybe more....I'll die. And the darkness the threatens to consume the world will capture another soul, making it all the more STRONGER and without any resistance I'll die, and the world won't feel it, but I know you will. And to cause you pain is not my intention but it's the only option I see at the moment.