Angel

To describe you in one word is blasphemy for you must be a goddess among mortals, your beauty is unmatched, your kindness unrivaled, and the way you make me feel is indescribable. If I could I would absorb all your pain into myself and I would bleed all my blood if it would save you. I barely know you, but I feel like I know you better than I know others. I'm floating when I see a picture of you, though it never does you justice, and to see the real thing is a paradise known to very few. To describe in this short paragraph is almost impossible because even the perfection of a perfect rose pales in comparison to your beauty in other words perfect is way too useless to describe the beauty everyone sees when they see you. You wouldn't understand what I'm saying unless you saw what I see when I saw you the first time.... an angel who was going to make everything better and with a fleeting touch all the problems that had plagued me for my life it all went away and I became healed, if only for that night, and became the person I've always wanted to be. You cared for me without even knowing me and that was something, no person has ever done, so to the point I was making, your an angel, that I want to be mine. But fear wraps itself around me like a blanket, having me resort to hidden meanings behind the things I say to you hoping you'd get it and let me know your feelings. But you haven't and part of me is glad because then the fear of rejection, which will surely follow, has not come.But how am I suppose to live without letting you know how I feel? Everything I've done in my life has been controlled by fear and maybe that's the true reason for my depression and loneliness. I'm trying to become brave but to do that I must confess to you before I lose myself in the pit of insecurities that grows steadily everyday. The only thing that keeps me from falling in is the picture of you in my mind, without any flaws in my opinion, standing there feeling the way I do. The only thing I can think of right now is you and to allow this charade to go on any longer is injustice. So I have to get this out, even if I'm not going to tell you yet....Your my perfect angel.