A poem

Well here's a poem for people to read. I wrote it and I think it sucks...but I think it accurately describes my mind.......


Starving for your attention, you control my mind,
Hungering for your touch, a touch of any kind.
Dying without your company, my soul seems to wither,
So I turn to another and my death she hinders.
Yet she cannot repair the hole in my heart,
Only you know that unique type of art.
So every night I take her this way and that
Still hoping for the day when you come back.
I close my eyes and it is you I slip inside of,
But when I open them, it's not you I see love.
It's her and she looks at me oh so lovingly
But all I want from her is some strange kind of remedy,
A remedy that will keep me alive until you come
And that remedy is the fact that I can make her cum.
She orgasms and I get a sweetly sick satisfaction,
Knowing that I still hold that sexual attraction.
She may be falling in love and I can't even care
I've already moved on to her friend with the black hair.
I'm losing my humanity, I have no sense of morales,
I'm becoming the man of every girl's horrors.
Looking in the mirror I abhor the man I see,
Now it's too late for even you to save me.......

to be continued in my next posting!!!